Nature sucks ..

When I look outside my window, I am full of hatred and I am full of jealousy
Because I am so insignificant and am so weak, one of the Nature's major fallacy

That tree I hate the most for being so tall and for being God's best invention
And because it is always close to his mother, with that umbilical root connection
It remains steadfast in all the seasons, where did it learn to be so gracious?
It Stands naked in that Autumn sun, does it never feel self conscious?

Even in it's death, that tree will get it's final victory
When it's wood will be used for burning up my useless dead body


and then I see that excited creek, looks like a girl that just reached puberty
Reminding me of the time when I was in love, why does it have to poke my history?
She know she will merge into the big river, but still no crisis of identity.
But the reason I envy her most is for she at least knows that what is her destiny.


And look at that blooming flower, where did it get such erotic fragrance?
Look at the colors and look at it's beauty and yet no trace of arrogance
I even envy that bird, because God gave her wings to fly
and for the songs it can sing without ever being shy

The view outside my window is so depressing, I feel I am eventually gonna crack.
Better to switch on my TV and follow the news of yet another suicide attack.

- Atul